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We leave tomorrow for tour with Dads & Cerce. See you there?
- 5/10/2013 – Durham, NH @ University of New Hampshire
- 5/18/2013 – Cambridge, MA @ Massasoit Elks Lodge
- 5/19/2013 – Montréal, QC @ Pouzza Fest 2013
- 5/20/2013 – Ottawa, ON @ 40 Muriel Street
- 5/21/2013 – Toronto, ON @ WATCH OUT!
- 5/22/2013 – Ajax, ON @ 3230 Greenburn Place
- 5/23/2013 – Rochester, NY @ Dub Land Underground
- 5/24/2013 – Cleveland, OH @ It’s a Spring Fling
- 5/25/2013 – Howell, MI @ Bled Fest 2013
- 5/26/2013 – York PA @ New Grounds
- 5/27/2013 – Bethlehem, PA @ Secret Art Space
trying to get to the cambridge show from ct.
lets car pool, i’ll give you gas money, and we can get road snacks, and then become alright friends. maybe even good friends.
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Anonymous asked: I think about kissing you. A lot.
don’t say nice things
unless you mean them
Anonymous asked: You're quite wonderful, even if you don't think it sometimes. I really like you as a person and think you're strong as heck.
they say they want to help, that they can take away the pain. but they can’t help, there is no cure. they will wear themselves out; grinding down their will to care, or feel, or love. they will be blind to their own cause and will. they will be rotten just like me,
just like us.
do not dig deeper
you will not like what you find
you will end up hating us
more than we hate ourselves
more than i hate myself.
kevin-fucking-rocknroll asked: Pardon the personal question, for it is just that. But who is it that you lost?
no need for the pardon, beautiful.
i lost my ex girlfriend ali, she passed away in august of last year, after a short, few month battle with brain cancer. we were together for almost five years, we had plans for our little life and our little family. where we could be humble and happy, where we could just live.
she was twenty one and i think about her every single day. i loved her more than myself or the earth or life. and i spend more time trying to erase the pain than i should.
Anonymous asked: your shit is brilliant and heartbreaking and I wish shit was better for you but christ you're really good at articulating it. I wish I could handle my hurt like you do
thank you, i don’t think my words are anywhere near brilliant, maybe just heart breaking. i don’t handle my pain very well outside of the internet and i hope it doesn’t come off that way in my writing.
i have panic attacks that prevent me from working or driving or interacting. my knuckles are cracked and bruised from hitting my steering wheel or the sidewalk or myself. i have dark bruises on my thighs and chest from moments where the only thing that feels right is hurting myself.
i know we all handle our pain different, but i hope yours doesn’t last long and that you handle it in a more constructive way. i am most likely a stranger to you, but i am here to talk if you ever need the ears or the words or the silence.
i don’t want to be a stranger.